It's like a lollipop that never loses it's flavor

no...

2009-09-05T06:26:34Z

i don't want to come down and see you. i don't drive. it's a pain in the azz. sorry.

...

2009-08-17T13:25:12Z

today, my girlfriend comes back from japan.

shit

2009-06-25T19:02:27Z

anxiety is the only way to describe it.

I think it might be redbull though.

the last time

2009-06-05T00:20:49Z

the last time I made a hooplah about my credit, my credit got taken away from me. So instead of fighting for it, maybe I'll simply remain quiet when people mistake othere peoples work for mine and visa versa.

The best way is to remain cordial with people so this it will rest on the conscience of one's peers. If someone asks them who did what, their response will be honest because you have a good relationship with them.

This way everyone is still friends later. There are no quarrels later.

similiar

2009-06-03T20:03:18Z

similar forms of despair persist while i am here. if not the same types entirely.

im

2009-06-03T18:43:12Z

im so ashamed at my work ethic

more things Me

2009-06-03T08:00:22Z

I also have a plan to speak japanese, and have a film made by the time I'm 25. I have been feeling stopped in my ambitions lately by once again, trivial things.

Life doesn't pass you by, opportunities do. Life is just there. It doesn't go away. You just lose your life. Dying is leaving life. Life doesn't lose you, nor does it leave you. It was never yours to begin with. We have to share it and most of us don't like to share. We are pre-disposed to selfishness from birth.

since no one reads what I write

2009-06-03T07:57:14Z

I will write things that I assume, are more truthful.

Childlike rantings about other people are just problems presented to mask problems inside. And posting problems inside are just cop-outs for posting problems in your life. As in, real problems.

For example. Feelings are just things to write about. You can't touch them or affect them but if you have bills to pay, well, that requires work. It's a definite problem that needs to be solved. If you don't pay, you dig deep into your feelings to find an excuse as to why you didn't pay them in the first place. They give you a way to respond, act, etc....But they don't DO anything.

So the reality of my life is the laziness. The use of excuses within myself to justify inaction. The thoughts aren't the problem. It's the fact I listen to them that's the problem.

Another issue is my girlfriends house. It's a mess. The kitchen smells like rancor shit and the whole place has crap all over the floor. Much like my mother's place growing up. I guess I have a somewhat high tolerance for this sort of lifestyle.

When I lived with my father, he was much less tolerant of it. So instead of simply living in filth-I live in filth and get angry about it. Which means at some point I get so angry I want to do something about it.

LK+fdja;lsfn;aoiw;arlkjsdf

SMC

2009-05-20T04:23:21Z

I'm afraid of becoming a fixture here...

londincalling @ 2009-03-30T16:42:00

2009-03-31T00:10:24Z

she makes me never want to date someone ever again

hahahaha

2009-03-05T21:11:38Z

put some fat in that ass and make it clap and we might have a winner

fucking cat

2009-02-24T04:46:58Z

My motivation level is at about right 'here'.

uhhhh

2009-02-12T10:21:53Z

me and my gf got in a fight today. i was just like yadda yadda yadda and she was like rabble rabble rabble.

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck

2009-02-05T04:01:15Z

When you're climbing up the ladder of success, don't look down.

I always feel this shortness of breath when things are moving along a bit too fast.

Writer's Block: DIY

2009-01-24T06:45:20Z

MacGyver, hero of the tv show with the same name, is known for his resourceful use of ordinary household items to get out of an emergency situation. What's the most ingenious solution you've ever come up with in a pinch?

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I made deals with my teachers in order to graduate then when one gave me the short hand on the deal, i held it to them...and that is how i graduated high school.

hmmm

2009-01-24T06:44:21Z

mistress in distress

or is it mr. in distress?

damnit!

2009-01-21T00:46:11Z

I did nothing today and I will do nothing tomorrow unless I...

STOP (fill in the blank)

and

STOP (fill in the blank)

I can't tell you. Just hear my cry. I'm being a SUPER lazy ass. I have to stop this nonsense. It's ridiculous!

I have to get a job, simple as that.

4 the record

2009-01-20T23:52:09Z

my gf is smarter than me....i think...

BUT THAT'S NOT SAYING MUCH MWAH HAHHAAAHAHHAHAHAHAA HAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHHAHA HAHA HAH AH A H A H A H !

eye

2009-01-20T23:49:29Z

eye should make a really long journal about nothing.

"Are you not satisfied!!?!?!?!?!??!?!"

yo

2009-01-20T23:47:17Z

p is for
l is for
v is for
c is for
m is for

no job still.

so

2009-01-06T08:02:44Z

If you wish the cat can talk, does that mean you are unsatisfied with the words people are saying? Something must be lacking in your life.

londincalling @ 2008-11-04T16:27:00

2008-11-05T00:27:32Z

The new couch potato.....

londincalling @ 2008-09-28T08:58:00

2008-09-28T16:00:24Z

Every bullet from an American is usually driven by ideology.

But that's an old journal I was writing about that livejournal just saved for some reason...

I was just thinking, McCain doesn't look Obama in the eye. To me, that's a liar. He does not work for this country. He would love to, but his allegiances come from somewhere else.

SnDiLrGefnir

2008-08-21T06:27:06Z

suck

londincalling @ 2008-08-17T01:46:00

2008-08-17T08:50:03Z

I wish *** would **** me.